2004-08-22 --- 10:42 p.m.

The sinking feeling is overcoming me again.

There's nothing more depress than knowing you are losing grip of yourself when things are supposed to be right.

It may seems right at the first glance. But when you look at it closely, its definitely different from what you had expected.

I just returned from Taiwan last week. I did things that I never done in my life. Whether its good and bad, all were done.

I had a heart to heart messaging with one of my friends today and had a very good session with her. I'm gripped with emotions by what is happening to us right now. Its inevitable that one has to walk on the path that's laid for him/her. No one can deviate from it.

Sooner or later, you have to put aside those things thats irrelevant in your life and concentrate on your priorities.

As for me, I'm just taking this life one step at a time.

**Abt me**